Normal, Who? Me?
I don’t know if the Valley did this to me, but I can’t seem to just be… normal. Maybe, just maybe, I’ll start doing things normal 20 year olds do this year. I work 3 jobs, and take way too many hours at school, but that’s the only way I know how to be. I want to be normal. I don’t quite know what that is yet, but I’m figuring it out. I don’t think normality is really for me either though. I’ve come to realize that no matter how hard I try I can’t “do me” otherwise. I’m not planning on letting go of everything I have; I’m just planning on enjoying the last year I have in college. It’s time to start letting myself be free. Here’s to the last year in college. Here’s to clowning and fun times. Here’s to finally doing what I want to do.